Chemical Imbalance

Spring fever gave way to Summer heat, and rising temperatures cause a chemical imbalance in the female brain. In short I have boys on the brain.

I see him everywhere. He was @ the movie store checking out, he was getting on the freeway in his shiny new compensating car, I talk to him on the phone once a week. The romantic in me says it's sign, the realist says he has had his chance, and me right now, just wants to get him in the back of his truck.

You can't forget the one I would do "anything" for. Part of me was hoping to do sub-par just so I could make the offer. Still waiting on an email from that one.

There's the temptation to play the other woman. Something tells me I have an outside chance, but I wouldn't be able to look at myself in the mirror, or his wife in the eyes.

Of course you can't forget the general fantasies about just about anyone who happens by.

I just need to put an end to my dry spell. I am beginning to think the chemical imbalance isn't in my brain.