Square One

Back to square fucking one! I should know better than to make a master plan. I should know better than to even come up with a half assed master plan. This site was suppose to be done 3 weeks ago. I settled for Monday. The problem, it is now Wednesday and I still haven't finished the damn thing! Furthermore, I have to once again scrub the nuts and bolts to make the design work. This could take me another three weeks. Now to add insult to personal injury I am getting on a plane in 8 days to the coast, where I board a boat and go out to sea for 7 days. When I come back from my little boat trip I will be unemployed, and have nothing done in way of a portfolio to work on getting a new job. I could scream at the top of my lungs!!! I was so close to being done, then this shit happened! Some days I just feel like giving up. More lately. Can't someone just do it for me!!!