Saturday, January 23, 2010

I needed that...

I have a decent vocabulary, not as phenomenal as James or Kevin, but good all the same. And even with that vocabulary I have no other words to describe this last week except these...horribly shitty on the down turn, and overtly hellish on what could only be considered the up swing.

I have been upset, frustrated, angry, grumpy, but above all defeated. I take one problem off my list and 3 more are added. The list is just getting longer and longer. And for as much I need this weekend, 2 days off will only grow the problems exponentially...

I have been wound pretty tight...and instead of drinking, tonight, I turned on the Wii...I played some golf, bowling and tennis...finally some cardio-boxing...and whew...I needed that. The only thing that would have made it better is if I had been using a real heavy-bag and/or targets. I released so much...tension, for the lack of a better term, that I can't keep my eyes open...

We will have to see how the rest of the weekend go.

2 comments:

steph k said...

That's awesome! I've found that when I workout, I'm in a MUCH better mood and place and the stress if gone for the most part... unfortunately I didn't do that yesterday... but it was crazy how I missed 3 weeks and then I went one night and felt SO much better about my life!

btw, I'm part of a weight loss blog that I started... it's a little dead, but there are several of us in it... if you want to join, let me know. :)

Amber said...

If the offer still stands, I'd love to join your weight loss blog :)