Friday, November 11, 2005

Not having what I want...

I want to type until my fingers bleed.
I want to say every thought that has ever passed between my ears.
I want to betray every confidence, tell every secret, confess every sin...be it mine or yours.
I want to strip it down to nothing so I can remember where I started.
I want to lay it all out there, because if I don't have any cards I can't the play the game.
I want to be mad at everyone and everything, I and I don't want to have to justify it.
I want to purge.
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I had someone tell me today to that there is a person out there for everyone. I want to be somebody's someone. I am tried of being no one and anyone. I know that everything happens for a reason, but i don't understand why I have to go through this.

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