Tuesday, May 05, 2009

Screw it

It seems I only set goals to be disappointed when I don't achieve them. The failure thing isn't working for me, nor is being a constant disappointment. What have goals really gotten me anyway...7 years to finish a 4 year degree...still living in the basement making...well...making what I could be if I were still in retail...always smiling despite being angry all the time. So the choice is between feeling depressed and directionless or depressed and underachieved.

Direction is only valuable when experienced and is less then worthless when only viewed from afar.

...anyway, the itty bitty baby steps are out the window and I am not chasing after them...

2 comments:

steph k said...

I hate that feeling... and I know it oh-so-well... hang in there.... maybe just make 1 goal and be flexible? :)

My goal this month is to not do ANY freelance... so far it's working well. ;)

Amber said...

Thanks steph. That is pretty good advise. I should take it. I probably will. I am still just feeling a little to defeated to come back to them yet.

I hope your goal works out for you this month. Good Luck :)