
Things have been so crazy lately that I have been living is a state of "not good." My head always hurts, my knees always ache, it is always too hot, there is never enough time to get done what needs to get done, I am always late, it seems I can't get much further than adequate with anything anymore...I am back to drowning...back to treading water and waiting, hoping, for something to happen. Pull me under, push me up, carry me away. Just please, please, please, don't leave me out in this wide expanse of still water with no rock in sight...treading, treading, treading...waiting, waiting, waiting...not giving up, not giving in, but no end in sight makes for a daunting day and night...
It's time for change...sink or swim as they say...even if neither journey has a destination?
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