Devil Cards?

I have decided to pull my tarot cards out again. As a matter of fact I had a pretty eerie encounter with them last night and this morning. I am going to try to keep an online tarot journal @ http://tarotrack.blogspot.com. My first post is kind of vague because it involves people and situations I probably shouldn't discuss on line. I am re-posting it here in case you don't want to click over.

I haven't had my tarot cards out in about three years now. So long in fact, I had forgotten which box I had put them in. But as fate would have it, in doing a bit of cleaning I came across them. So I thought I was start dabbling again.

I was wound so tight last night, over an imaginary argument I thought I would try meditating on a quick 3-card spread in an attempt to calm down. I didn't even pull the cards out of the box to shuffle them. I just pulled 3 cards from the deck. They are as follows (in this order): King of Wands (up-right), Six of Cups (down-ward), Three of Swords (down-ward). Fortunately, my cards have the descriptions right on them so I didn't have to so a lot of searching of the meanings.

The King of Wands: Denotes, handsome charismatic bold man over 40, who has a commanding presence and strong convictions. Strong leadership skills. Attracts attention where ever he goes. Takes action and gets results. An innovative, creative man who is open to new concepts.

The Six of Cups: You lose sight of the future by dwelling on the past. Pain and difficulty do not disappear right away. Emotional upset continues. You are not taking responsibility for your emotions. Self control is necessary now. Inheritance or gift possible. A large sum of money effects your mood.

The Three of Swords: Someone protects your feelings instead of tell you the truth. One person in your relationship will be tempted to betray the other. Flaws in a relationship are overlooked because the positive aspects are worth keeping. Contented and happy with a relationship-you see no need to change anything.

I meditated on these cards for a minute and it did nothing to calm my disposition. As a matter of act it made my anxiety worse because after a minute I knew exactly who the man was, I knew what mistake I made to bring about the emotions and the gift, and lastly I was scared half to death by that fact that this gift might stop me in my tracks...

I tried to put it out of my mind, but this morning what the cards foresaw, materialized right in front of me. This was enough to shake me little...open my eyes back up. So for now I am going to keep an online tarot journal. And try doing a few spreads a week.