Another Dream...

So I had come to the conclusion that my dream was just a sign that I was dwelling too much on Company Man. So I decided that I need to actively distance myself from the idea of him. So even though I still think about him. I am not letting the idea of him overtake my life. Its like making a large purchase. When you first see it you really want it, but after you take a little time and really think about it, you realize that maybe you don't need it so badly after all. So I just about had myself "talked down" so to speak on the whole Company Man issue, but then the inevitable happens, I go to work. Things were all fine and dandy until it was time to leave. The girl that was coming in to relieve me(she is really the sweetest girl you will ever meet) says, "Oh my Gosh, I had a dream about you last night." What can you really say to that. I replied with "I didn't die did I?" She said, "No, you were getting married." My heart sank at this 'cause you know what is coming next. She added, "And guess who you were getting married to." Obviously the answers here were limited. If she was telling me about it, like this, it had to be someone we both knew, so it was someone famous of someone from work. And if it was someone from work, there was 50/50 chance it Company Man. I replied, "I can only imagine." She said, "you were engaged to Company Man. In my dream our boss came out the office and said guess what Al is engaged to Company Man, then you showed up showing off the ring." My boss was standing there, so a gave a little chuckle and said, "That's funny on so many levels." At this point my boss interjected with something about a dream she had had, so I had no time to comment on me a Company Man being engaged or the dream I had had.

But what am I suppose to do with this information? I mean does this mean there is hope for me and Company Man? Was this just K's way of trying to find out if I am interested in Company Man or not? Now I don't know if I should give up on the idea of him or not.