Friday, October 28, 2005

What can you learn from your dreams?

I had a dream the night before last, and I have been trying to figure out what it means. So let me tell you about it, and then you can tell me what you think. It kind of jumped around a lot, so I am sorry if you get lost.

It starts out that I am sitting in my parent's kitchen with my mom and one of my best friends (we will call her C for now until forever) and there was a knock at the door. I get up and go answer it and it is this guy. Before I go any further I should tell you that in real life I don't know this man, I have never seen him or met him or anything. I have no idea where my brain pulled him from. But in the dream I knew him well. So anyway I answer the door and it is this guy. He says are you ready to go, and I am confused, so I asked, "go"? He said yeah we're going out tonight. I told him that I couldn't. I had other plans. He seemed to understand. He said we would go another day, and left. Then I jump to somewhere else. I am out with a group of people. In the dream I know them all, but in reality I only knew one of them (we will call her L from now until forever). We are out doing are thing, and I get a phone call. It is this guy. He is calling to tell me he isn't going to be able to make it. I tell him it is okay and we will try another time. Then I jump one more time. This time I am in a hotel room getting dressed. I am dressing up really nice, and I am really excited about what I am doing (I should note that the color of the room stood out to me, it was done in browns and tans). So I finished getting dressed and I walk down to the hotel bar. I sit down at the bar order a drink and wait. I am waiting for this guy. All of the sudden someone walks up behind me, wraps both arms around me, tips me back in my chair, kisses me on the chin, and tips me back up. I am thinking it is this guy I am waiting for, but when he turns my chair around so I am facing him it ends up being my Company Man. I am completely flabbergasted. I am not sure what to do, but he is being all charming and smiley. He picks up my drink, take me by the hand and leads me to another part of the bar. It is like a seperate room, but not. We walk in there and there are no tables, no chairs, just dark red pillows all over the floor. So we lay dowm on the floor with these pillows. We aren't touching or making out or anything we are just talking and laughing and having a good time. At this point the guy that I was actually waiting for shows up (I vividly recall he is wearing a white and pink striped shirt). He looks at us and makes a gutteral disappointed sound and turns and stomps off. I am getting up off the floor telling him to wait and Company Man grabs me by the wrist.

That is when I wake up. Do you think this means that my interest in Company Man is holding me back from other things? I don't know.

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