Company Man

Okay, Carrie had Mr. Big. I have the Company Man.
I went to work yesterday, grudgingly. I would have given just about anything not to go. But when I got there though, I was greeted with an interesting surprise. My Company Man, someone who was not suppose to be working at my location anymore, was going to be working that night. I all of the sudden got really excited. I wasn't dressed right, I hadn't done my hair cute, what was I going to say to him, I didn't think I was ever going to see him again. Then I started to panic. Freak out really, I didn't know what to do. I was sure he had seen right through me when he left, and now...oh God...I couldn't imagine.

As the day went on I got more excited and more nervous. I had ten minutes, ten minutes!!! before I was off for the day, and that is when I found out Company Man wasn't going to show up until an hour after I left. I was all of the sudden relieved and also very disappointed. I wanted to see him. I didn't really want to talk to him, but I had wanted to see him.

At this point of the day I got paranoid. Perhaps he really had seen right through me, and had requested not to work with me...my mind was running wild.

I decided I had to go to class to get my mind off it (I had been planning to skip). Which did me no good, because my professor wasn't in class, and we did nothing. :(

I was finally talked down by a friend of mine, she told me that I was being paranoid, and said that she thought I was border line Historine. It is a mental disorder. If you are interested in knowing what it is, look it up, but I am not going to elaborate on it.

That completed my emotional rollercoaster yesterday.

I won't know what to do if my company man is actually back to work at my location. Probably have a nervous break down.